He's on the far right, in the red shirt. This is the first--and only--picture of him on tour that I have seen thus far (it was taken by April and posted on her MySpace). Granted, it's from the very first day, which is why everyone is so clean-shaven and still somewhat cheerful-looking--and yes, that's Billy Spears in a miniskirt and fishnets. A sight I wish I would never have seen. =P
But all the same. All of a sudden I realized that Aaron is still a real person or something. Do you know how long it's been since I've seen him? Memorial Day--May 26th, I believe--was the last time I was in Ranger. Actually, I saw him again the day after that, the 27th, whenever he and Jeremy came to Abilene for last-minute tour shopping, but I didn't really get any private time with him then because he came with someone else. Plus, there was a storm rolling in that night, so the rain kind of curtailed hanging out.
I think that I've survived so far by not thinking about it, because all of a sudden a fresh wave of missing him like crazy has washed over me. I was doing okay in not thinking about it. Now I'm going crazy all over again. =(
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first of all, oops. I did not write that for English, It's information that I took from wikipedia for an essay I was writing. Sorry to get your hopes up or whatever but I'm not that good of a writer. =P No I was reading it, when I lost internet connection but the page was still there, so I copied it and put on the document which I only had my name on but nothing else. but then a message came up that I needed the product key to write any more..which my dad had, but wasn't home, so I posted it here for when I got everything going again.
phew. long story, I know. I forgot to delete it.
OK now that I got that out of the way, what's this business about Aaron? Just relax. Read that again. Again. One more time. ok. No need to fret, he'll be back soon enough. I'm not sure if I even have any room to speak on the matter seeing as I am not in a relationship with anyone at the moment, but I do what I can. : )
To be truthful, I think that just "not thinking about it" is not the solution in the long run. I don't want to sound like Oprah here or anything, but do try to accept it and remember that he's happy with what he's doing. He's not in Iraq, he wasn't sent away for a job against his will, he's not dead, and for heaven's sake he didn't break up with you.
Go cry yourself out if you haven't already and watch this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sWS-FoXbjVI
and this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UPiFhjCxXpk
and this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DF81-dHxVwU&feature=related
I know they're crude...but they're HILARIOUS! my brother sent them to me. should explain everything.
: D
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